the only way if you care enough

I am happy just sitting there

Waiting for my name to be called

Smile painted on my face

The lead-based make-up starts to scald

It's okay, I swear that it's fine

Don't worry about the girl in the corner

Her anger is hidden so it doesn't matter

That sad is gone so she's not a mourner

The small little doll sitting still

The idiot who they refuse to see

Is going to fucking snap

And she'll so with glee

I'm not a fucking figurine

I am a human who emotes

I tried to be numb and conceal it behind powder

But I can't do it, so take some notes

Just tie me up, if you want a numb girl

Put rocks in my socks or a pillow on my face

This is the only way you'll even get me truly numb

I promise that get rid of emotions without a trace