How?

My friends come and go,

my anxiety only grows.

"Impostor Syndrome" is my daily life.

Why do my friends even like me?

How did I get a leadership position when I am no leader?

Why are these people bothering with me?

There are good bits I suppose.

My sister is supportive of me.

I friends who stick around during the hard times.

I have hobbies that I want to turn into careers.

I know where I want to go in life.

But everyday I wake with one question,

"How?"