What is Hell?

Hell is:

Having plans to become a Veterinarian

only to have a ninth grade education.

Loving children who do not

love you back.

Knowing that I survived death

three times only to end up a shut in

with a brain injury No pitty please!

Loosing everyone and everything you ever held dear and knowing you will

never have that again.

Loving someone so much that you knew the best life for them was to let them go so they could be happy, not once but three times.

Hell is seeing the world pass by,

when I used to be in the fast lane.

Real Hell is when others know you and try to tell you it could be worse, or to look on the bright side, but they cannot understand or comprehend your life at all.

I still wonder

WHY AM I STILL HERE!