Wondering (and alone)

Wondering, since emotions are fleeting, and how much does it matter at one particular moment?

But if you are hurt, find someone to help you.

If you are happy, find someone to share it with.

Emotions are a part of our humanity, the lowest part of our soul, but part nonetheless. Emotions in our broken human nature are a hindrance unless they are in accord with reason, the higher part of our soul.

Granted, there is something to be said about knowing what you feel and when you feel it most often, because knowing yourself makes it harder for the Enemies to use you.

That being said, here's a recurring feeling:

So, I am vastly different from almost every one else on here. I am a minority, a real minority not in race but in ideology. Pretty much everybody here is getting the blood pumping and the heart racing and there is indeed a proper place and time for emotions but barely a thought is given to exercising the mind. What about the higher part of our nature? What, are we here to just feel the feels and do what feels good???

Sigh...I have a story, and it is detrimental that I share it. It is a life or death matter (but not for me) that people listen and everybody is mostly just going snorting cocaine and ignoring me. It hurts so bad and I am tempted to go with the crowd just to be heard.

It's pure tyranny!

They're going after the 'feel good' dramatic people.

Now, I have nothing against them personally, there is a separation between a person as person and their act. No one is defined by a single act.

But seriously though. I don't want to be forced to be one of THOSE people just to fit in and get my message across. Is there no one like me???