Ugly thing

What an ugly thing this is,

this feelings I have for you.

Really stay away please,

for I dont't want to taint you.

"Concentrate your gaze at me."

"Dont speak to others but me."

"You're mine alone, my precious."

They're my desires, I'm selfish.

But I'll just lock all this up.

Keep it in the darkest amd

most inner part of my heart,

because it's all horrible.

I would just feel satisfied,

satisfied to be by your side.

But I'll still hope that someday

your eyes would veer where I stay.

And see what's hidden within,

Accept me for who I am,

even if I am evil,

or a monopolizer.