Learn

I would simply consume ungodly amounts of knowledge, and an equal amount of time laying in bed with my partner. I would book a trip to Paris with his mom, and to Australia with my sister. I would paint the empty swathes of time with all of my favorite colors. I would catch p on all of the things I've been working too hard to be behind in. I would catch up on my reading, my writing, and the milestones people my age have already long accomplished. I would loose weight, get laser hair removal, and a wardrobe of things I've chosen. I would buy a big house and fill it with cats from my local shelter. I would get the dental surgery I can't afford. I would drive and drive and drive with my Jonah in the passenger seat and my hand would never miss his again.