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...ooooooooo… aaauuuhhh…
...paaain… paaainpaaainpains… oooooo... uuu… aaahhh… ooouuu…
...pain… pain… pain… pain…
...too much of pain to feel anything else… besides… at least anyth… gushes in over the edge… takes away the last drops of strength… nothing to withstand with… overwhelms… crushes the slightest ability to resist … struggle… hold on… the thundering avalanche sets the fragile shell in a dizzy whirl… this shell… this fragile…
pain… pain…
it’s… aaa…...bigger… the ocean… larger than universe this… paaaiaaahhh… ooouuu… crushes... makes sick… tears innards unbearably... makes vomit the guts out...
ruthlessly… stops a split hair before the last edge… short of killing… that would free from this paaaiaaahhh… uuu... ooouuu… not be … not to be… not feel this paaaiaaahhh… oooooo… death will rescue from… from tortures by this monster of no pity… no mercy… doesn’t let overstep the line where it gives no... paaain...
no way to dodge… escape the pitiless demon of… paaain… aaahhh… no strength for shrieking… groans… no strength to whimper… wail… that choked maimed “aaahh” is all that remains too feelble too powerless to call out… reach for… beyond this … paaain… ooouuu…
no way to move… to wriggle like an earth worm cut in two… like any live animal seeking to adapt its crippled body to… paaain… aaahh… searching for the tiniest drop of ease in broken contorted convulsions… to dodge it somehow... for a split of second... befool this... paaain… aaahhh…
no hope… none to expect… there’ll be just… paaain… aaahhh… to the very end… o come it sooner… time disappeared… lost any meaning... each moment protracts longer than... this eternity of … paaain… ooouuu…
no space… nowhere to get away from this immobility deprived of death… crushing closed… walls of merciless… paaaiaaahhh... flattened the helpless subhuman squashed into a slave of all-conquering Paaain... Cruel Czarina Paaain...
a nothing… a prisoner… a slave… a broken toy of Her Majesty Executioner… a shell degraded in the squeeze of unbearable scathing fathomless abyss of paaain… aaahhh
oooooo… how it pains...
what... foooor?..