Fix’d

Ciggerette in one hand

pen in the other

Only allow myself to take a puff once a sentence is finished

Latley these are starting to become a smokeable candle to me

Pavlovd myself into only getting my fix when I put the ink to work. Once this magic fix stops working so well , I'll start taking that " starving " artist thing to heart and only eat when I've barfed up enough onto the page to warrant regurgitation