Not Sure Why

I'm not sure why

Vodka is so good

Drink until I die?

Just like papa said I would

I'm really not sure why

I always feel this pull

To drink to destroy

Can't stop now, I'm full

I'm just not sure why

Last night comes in flashes

My cigarette, my friendships

My life is in ashes

I meant what I said

At the time, didn't I?

I must have, but the problem,

I'm just not sure why