In the Depths

I wonder why my stomach growls,

Yet when I eat I get sick.

Only to realize it's been 24 hours since I've ate.

Shaking hands and a racing mind.

I wish I could be normal,

Just one time.

One day.

Let me eat a meal without the pain.

Without the conviction from my mind.

Telling me this is why I'm fat,

The only way to fix it is to stop eating.

But one can only go so long without food.

Why do I hate myself for being human?