Loyalty of the Dead Witch’s Familiar

Where is she?

Where are her thoughts?

Her feelings? Her heart?

I

Cannot

Feel

Her

I took shape for her

I loved her

I protected her

Where am I?

My form is shifting

Turning back to monstrous

Turning away from me, from her

Oh, why can’t I feel her?

I’m lost

Everything is emptiness

Pulling me everywhere and nowhere

Consuming and constraining

Where do I put it all?

I changed myself for her

Whatever she wanted

Whatever she needed

However I could help

Molded clay for her use

But

I

Cannot

Feel

Her

I miss her

I am her

She is gone

I disappear too