Your love story

U learn to love it

The feeling

U learn to appreciate it

To crave it...it makes you feel.

Makes u have a purpose

U let it consume you engulf your every existence until all that u are is it. It convinces u it's all u have, whispers sweet nothings in your ears u believe it. U spend hours just feeling it, letting it drown you in its darkness

You don't fight it, u just surrender

Let it take u to places u didn't know existed, places painted with the blood of its victims, decorated with their tears

There u belong

U let it think for u

Let it feel for u

There comes a point where you even Let it breath for u.

It has always been there eating away little pieces of your being but u ignored it, u let it be...its just a phase u said until one day when u looked inside and all you saw was it staring back at u with its eyes of ice

So u learn to love it, because it's the only thing that remains you of your existence

It destroys and you let it because u think at least there is something left to destroy

You don't fight u don't cry u just lay and stare at its work of art

U wonder at its beauty

u marvel at its creativity

it's an artist and u are it's art

It molds and folds, bends and twists you in to its portrait, its model u are the pinnacle of its creation

U are not u anymore

U are a mare figment of its work

It won't leave you u think

When everyone else is driven away by its artistry u will still have it

It will comfort you

Hold u turk you understand it's cold and lonely embrace

U will learn to love it

Your sadness, u will learn to love it.

Like I did.