No Resuscitation Allowed

I tried to give myself to you

I thought that you could follow through

Left me with your condescending alcoholic blues

Always contingent on your connectivity

With your shining narcissistic personality

Throwing round gaslighting tendencies

All we had was going round and round

Silently screaming, gasping for sound

You held my heart completely underground

Frankensteins undead, keep your eyes down

Why can’t we play nice

It’s just torment to fatigue

Hopeless consideration

With apprehensive empathy

I tried to bring it back to life

My electric current can’t be found

Flatline with a smile across your face,

Whispering “No resuscitation allowed”

Purgatory’s parade would make Dante proud

Excruciating masks in every crowd

We all have our limits, some in the clouds

Being human was all I ever had asked

Reciprocation was never basked

Was it that hard to just live unmasked

You flew me high with your angel wings

Then let me fall from 10,000 feet

Self preservation the name of your game

I could never compete, can’t take all the blame

No resuscitation allowed