Falling apart

Things fall apart for a reason.

You gave me hope and destroyed it all at once

For so long I had built my walls around you

Never did I understand why things kept falling apart

But every time they did, I was your glue

I tried to hold you together while your world burned all around you

But when my world started to burn

You went behind my back and loved another girl

Although I don't think I'd label it as love, it was more like tenth degree lust

Her spit still stained your tongue as you pressed your lips against mine and mumbled "I love you"

One, two, three, four

Add another to the list

How many girls did it take for me to see through the lies you spoke through gritted teeth

I'm still not sure why things fell apart the way they did

Maybe I needed to learn a lesson

Or maybe you're just too cruel, even for this world

I loved you

But now, I just hate you.

When your world comes crashing down again

I hope it blows up in your face

So I can dance in the remains

And finally feel free from your tormenting soul

Goodbye cruel destiny

One day I'll be better than your destruction