Miserable at best

I guess that I can live without you but without you I'll be miserable at best

And I know you don't think that you're doing fine

But I'm stuck in this rut

I'm focusing on work and school but you always appear in the back side of my mind

There used to be a joyous sound when I heard your name but now it almost brings me to tears

It's been too long for me not to be over this

But it's harder than you think

Even though I'm trying to forget seeing pictures of us brings back that pain

I wish I could have done something

I have to stop I know I could enter have done anything I just need to let it go

So shove it under the lines of papers bury it deep in the lyrics of songs or put a happy face on and let it leak out when you're alone

I'm alone often now I think I need someone here to fill the void

I know it's a bad Idea because I want someone like you but they would remind me of you