Reckless Abandon

Love, oh love, that seed of woe,

The heartless flower that kills me so,

Its wretched scent keeps me away,

But its precious petals ask me to stay

It has me in a precarious grip

Trying to made my worries slip

I bring to you my heart on a tray

On this gorgeous day of May

The weakening of legs

Has me looking for eggs

To make you a sweet treat

Now accomplishing that will be a feat You rejected me oh, so nice

So I asked once more-no thrice

And you said no, more and more

As I stand confused staring at your door

You hold another in your hands

It seems you have other plans

I hate when I am not in your gaze

Such awful feeling puts me in a daze

I depise the way you look at her

It puts my heart into a stir

I wish it was me, you were holding

But it's not, so, my plan is unfolding Make her seem like a slut

Make her out to be a mutt

And while your guard is down

To help to change that frown

To get your heart in my mists

To get that whore off your lips

Just man to man, hand in hand

But you shed your heart where you stand

Throwing it in the trash

Saying her love will be your last

It looks like I took a back-step

And some how worsened my rep

I just wanted your love

Not become the hole in your heart above

04/12/2020