Inner Dialogue

What is wrong with you? You get dropped on your head as a baby?

"I'm ignoring you," I mutter between clenched teeth while applying eyeliner. Trying to still my trembling hand before she notices.

Too late. God, you're such a baby! Why are you shaking? Fuckin' psycho! They're gonna come take your skitzo-ass outta her in a straight jacket! Crazy bi-

I cut her off loudly. "I'm not listening!"

Just kill yourself, kills yourself, kill yourself

Kill yourself now!

I flip the light off leaving the mirror-me screaming in frustration, unaware of the blade hidden in my pocket.