Ampersand VI

And I Wanted It.

How Much I Wanted It

Was Of An Intensity

That Roused Fear

Even In The Most Unshakable

Parts Of Me

And How It Shook Me

Took Everything I Felt

And Made Fools

Of All Those Emotions

I'd Dedicated A Life

Fighting. Loving. Pleasing.

To No Avail

And Now

I Didn't Know What I Wanted Anymore