In night

I get really lonely at night

I know I should go outside

I feel trapped

It's the weather

Sun glaring at me

Hoping to burn my skin

I wish it would

I don't wish that

I want to feel something

Other than loneliness

Other than longing

I want to feel joy

Acceptance

To be wanted

Not needed

Well that sometimes

But expected

Predictable

"Of course you're here.

I want you here."