Loss. Yes I know it well. Which part would you like me to tell?
Well let's see, I adored my Daddy you see, I loved him so much then he walked out on me.
Do you think it was because I loved him too much?
Loss. Yes I know all to well.
Another part to tell ok, had to give my stepdaughter back to parents who didn't give a damn about her just how they could hurt the other with her. I loved her more than life.
Couldn't do anything about it though.
Loss? You could say I know something about it.
Had to send my 13 year old son to a boys home for anger management, he took a butcher knife to my youngest son at the time and was harmful. What else could I do? I had to protect the younger ones too, so I had to love him enough to let him go.
Loss? I know a thing or two.
In 2007 I lost my whole family, (elders) first my great aunt, then my Mother, then GreatGrandmother and then my Granny too.
That was a hard pill to swallow so many funerals within months of each other.
Loss? You could say that I know a little a bout it.
At the beginning of 2015 I had 4 healthy horses. By October I lost two to death and had to give the other two up. The two that died, one was my childhood first horse and he was really old. The other went to a trainer and she changed his feed too abruptly and he colicked he was only ten.
These weren't my pets! They weren't my babies! They were my Soulmates! My breath, my reason for going on living everyday! I knew their thoughts they knew mine, together we were one soul. We loved each other, and I long for them as much as I do for my mother. These sacred Dogs.
Loss? I do know it well.
Just two weeks ago, I got up that morning to find my sweet Gypsy girl (GreatDane) dead in the floor.
She was so sweet and loving and god I miss her so much.
Loss. It's that's empty hole that's felt when that which you cared about is no more. All you can do is weep uncontrollably because of this great loss.
Loss is when what you had is no longer.