How Do I Look

How do i look in this coffin?

I've been here quite often!!

Dead to you,

Dark skies of blue.

To many times i've died,

To live and love you i tried.

Are you going to keep me here?

Life is to short to be in fear.

Yet you never want me near,

I will continue to sink lower and tear.

I feel like i don't even have a soul,

I've been spinning out of control.

Stuck with hells pitchfork pole.

Will you keep me here forever to fear?

That your love will be lost and never near?

I'm afraid

My heart continues to raid.

Saddness forever,

Because you are around me, basically NEVER!

K.j.a. (c) 2016