Tipping My Hat to You

I guess in this situation it would definitely be important to see if the tipping point you speak of would be positive or negative. At my best the tipping point would happen with hope. Hope that maybe someone should care the way they say. My hope lies with the honesty and love others grace me with. I find it difficult to feel worth if I simply have no self worth. So I depend on the way others deem me worthy, and I can admit that this is no way to live. However, it is much better and much stabler than my worst tipping point. It takes 1000 and 20 times to build me up but only one to send me crashing down. At my worst tipping point there are no warning signs, no indicator as to what horrifying things creep thru my head and heart. Anything will set off this self destruction and hardly anyone person can bring me back from it. My worst tipping point is that even I believe that I will burn in hell for my honesty in bringing a monster to justice. I know what was done was unforgivable but is it so outrageous to think that my monster has a monster that made him into this creature. I am one to never prosecute and to never Chastise. For every action there was a reason. No matter how disgusting and fowl it might've maybe my monster acts as I do. Maybe my monster will learn how I have been forced to.