Feeling good?

How to feel good about yourself is a mystery to me

The constant torment of never doing anything good enough

Having a wall separating me from the chains that I'm bound by

I stay hopeful for freedom on the other side

I know that the mystery is over there , but I cannot move

Inside and outside , I look

I don't like what there is

I strive to find a way to escape these chains , but never find release

Everyday, the mystery dies, and with it

So do I