I wasn't going to do this. Then I realized that there is so much you two don't understand about me. I read the other entry's and thought, " boy am I lucky to have such great loyal parents!" Then I realized, no matter how much I love you, you won't truly understand what I'm going through right now. Mom, you always say you understand because you were my age too once, but you won't get this. Not many people will. I'm sorry that this isn't a very good entry but, I just had to get it out there.