Choice

I wanna stand up to you

But I also wanna be with you

I really do

I hate you

I love you

You hurt me I hurt you

I feel

No matter what I do

Some one will get hurt

It's up to me

At the same time

It's not

I hate seeing

That disappointing

Look in your eyes

I hate knowing

I'm the reasoning behind it

It wouldn't be so bad

If you weren't with her

You and I would've found a way to bond by now

Of that I'm sure

But right now

I'm stuck

I don't want to hurt anyone

Besides myself

I wish I wasn't alone

I wish I was at home

I wish knowledge was wealth

Cuz what your doing to me right now

Isn't very good for my health

I'm dying inside

Can't you see?

My soul

it's bleeding

I wanna die

It seems to be the only way

But I can't run from my problems

So I pray

I wish you wouldn't

Put so much pressure on me

I really wish

You would just

Leave

Me

Be