2014: time in my head and in my bed

Incredibly slow but definitely better than the previous years. It was 365 days of waiting for, I don't even know what. It was my falling action, the part after the climax. It was a lot of lying in bed and sleeping in order to avoid any possible confrontation with reality. There was a lot of not knowing what I was feeling, not knowing what I wanted. I spent time trying to convince myself that I had no regrets, which I can't deny, I had many. I try to convince myself that I'm living just fine but now I know I'm stuck.