the end of an error

january:

the ground i gained

would've only been helpful

to someone who

wanted to build their home

between a rock

and a hard place

and my

"one step forwards,

two steps back" strut

would've been useful

if i was trying

to catch up with

the past

april:

(intermission)

bass beats ripping

through my soul

never felt

so damn good

august:

chewing bubblegum

and

popping stress

september:

my

october:

demons

november:

broke

december:

loose

so much so that

i got worse at

tying my shoes

and better at

tying a noose