moving on....

You're a big girl...

Get over him, he's not worth torment and pain. Yes I know you can't see the rest of the world through wet eyes that only sting for him. Why should you be sitting at home, wondering who he's with or what he's doing. Do you really think he's wondering about you? No! Yes it hurts, omg it hurts, I get that. In fact he knows fine well that you know he's somewhere out there falling in and out of love with other girls, prepare yourself, because honestly it'll hurt so much, but he knows this and that's why he does it. Try your hardest to not let it affect you, because that's what he wants, don't give him what he wants, immature assholes like that don't deserve it. At some point you'll bump into him, it's inevitable, especially since you've introduced him to your circle, but he'll try and ignore you because he's got a new girl on his arm. So fuck, why would you want to talk to someone like that anyway, fuck him and his new girlfriend. The day will come when he sees you in the arms of another guy with this great big smile on your face. He's going to realize how happy you are, and how happy your man looks to have you. Trust me, he will be sorry he ever let you go. And don't just sit there thinking he won't be sorry, I know you are. I promise you, he will be sorry. So don't sit there waiting for that text message, phonecall or p.m. because it isn't going to happen, you should know he enjoys ignoring you. He likes to pretend he doesn't see you online because he knows its killing you. I'm not going to lie to you, it's going to hurt, it's going to really hurt, knowing there will be no more late night calls fighting over who loves who the most. He won't be the one to put that smile back on your face. But you know what youre going to do? You're going to show him you're better than him. You're going to prove he made the biggest mistake of his life letting you go...