january 2013
my entire self was made of
church pews and
children’s choirs and
teary prayers and
priesthood blessings and
without all that cloying weight
crushing down on my tired body
i was
too afraid to sigh
for fear that i
would breathe in the devil
but with my first
church-free
baptism-free
handsy-sweet-bishop-
free breath
i felt lucifer in me and he
was the silent cave in my gut
that dripped and echoed
the splintered phrase
“what are you made of now?”
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