Wish

I wish I would've met you on the other side

Beaten down & pushed around

A broken bride 

I wish I would've kissed you underneath the sun

We could've fucked around and had a lot of fun

Now I hear you're sober & you're feeling clean

Moving from the pills onto a new extreme

But this how the story goes & I'm just fine

Medicated royalty

I am divine

I wish I never followed through your darkened haze

Stumbling around inside your little maze

I wish I never looked into your emerald eyes

Fallen for your promises

Lies in disguise

But now I'm getting older & I'm letting go

There are just a couple things that I need you to know

My broken heart is healing & I'm moving on

The memories will be there, but the love is gone

I wish you well in your own hell, it's where you'll stay

Even clean, your covered wounds will still decay

I still remember every word you ever said

Thankfully, it's not a crime to wish you dead

I apologize, I think I'm lashing out

Now that I have learned what you are all about

I wish I would've met you on the other side

Beaten down & pushed around

A broken bride

I wish I would've kissed you underneath the sun

We could've fucked around and had a lot of fun