Loving you

Loving you the best I know, how

I loved you without questioning

Do I really love you

I just loved you, how I wish or wanted

Someone to love me, I loved you in

Those darkest places, where faces change and

No one dares to embrace the deserted Places,

we may have placed ourselves in

This is a place where my love had grown

It was loving myself and being loved by those

Who as well only have known is the broken home

Always feeling alone, even left alone after being used even when nobody's even knows

It's a place insides us

When you look into our eyes

They can see were gone but

Do they even try to find us

Remind us about love, and light

Teach us how to let love in, show us

We deserve to not have that denied

Cause for years, years I cried, died

Waited to find life, love and the things

The good Lord gives above but for some reason

I seem to hide, or can't accept this even though

I know I AM LIGHT

Somewhere, long ago

I learned what I know,

It's been since then that i

Live the life I live and

If it was love like this

Then I have no regrets

Because I met you

When the world around you slept

You wept for someone as I did

Not knowing how to give

I gave what I always wanted and

What was given to me, so today I live

I've always felt I would never be someone's one

and only but

I desired for someone would hold me

Someone would know me, not control me

Needed to be heard not bashed

Needed encouragment not laughed at

Needed people to be real, with how I feel

Not ones seeking to steal another piece of me

I want to be ok with who I am and

It's these people who showed me how to love

Just as I AM,

All I know is now I try to love the best I know how

Even if it means going so far down

To reach those that become harder to love

So they as me only continued to fall so far down

So far now, the only ones who hear us

Is God and the Angels who fell as the world around

Just stood so proud , screaming so loud

About how we were the ones no one could help out

So they let us just fall down

We all fall down

We all seek love

Many claim to love

Live in the light but

I believe those who really love

Can love us in the dark through the nights

Where we lost sight to remind us

Everything will be alright

We held eachother those many nights

And I loved you ,

knowing we wouldn't be together forever

Just loving you,

not holding you so tight

Just loving you enough

So you could see your light