My heart is Heavy...

my heart is heavy..

my heart is heavy for you...

my heart is heavy for you! reaching out to you! oh the need for life to be given to your emotions and conscience that you seem to have killed

WAKE UP!

I'm venting cause its not fun being the happy cheerful one when everyone else around you has changed to be some I-don't-care individual…

and then they complain about being lonely and everyone in the world not being loyal like have you spent a hour with yourself?

what I need is for those of y'all around me all of y'all around me to WAKE UP!

and stop drowning in your unconscious state of darkness so much so that you now even enjoy the sadness...

I don't want to be dimmed out... I fighting to keep my light shining but

it feels like when the darkness is so thick sometimes... it can cover up the light... or dim it out so low its almost not there...

You deserve a good, happy life not one that requires you to be 'self-made' or to only want to 'die-for-the-money'

You deserve to be happy. You deserve to be free. You deserve to be loved and wanted and have laughter be on your lips more times than not

I know I'm suppose to be a light IN the darkness and I'm suppose to spread the light, make other people light too by the Grace of God but...

my heart is heavy for you...

my heart is heavy..