Helplessly Devoted

I am gonna let you use my love for you against me

You are now my God & I am merely your devotee

I am gonna let you use my love for you against me

I will wish this all away & hope it sets me free

I am gonna let you use my love to your advantage

My knees won't let me run away; if only I could manage.

I am gonna let you use my love to your advantage

Waiting patiently for you to come, in spite of all the damage

I am gonna let you use my heart to practice your aim

You're changing all the rules to keep me failing at this head game

I am gonna let you use my heart to practice your aim

I continue to give everything while your stance remains the same

I am gonna let you use my heart for entertainment

I am the submissive in your dominant arrangement

I am gonna let you use my heart for entertainment

Waiting for the day you find a worthier replacement

I am gonna let you use my kindness as a weakness

This love was never meant to shine but bask in constant bleakness

I am gonna let you use my kindness as a weakness

Pretending that the tone of this is meant to be facetious

I am gonna let you use my love for you against me

Stupidly, I'll hold on tight without a guarantee

I am gonna let you use my love for you against me

I will wish this all away & maybe one day I'll be free