Hollow cycle

When a storm musters around you and the world is breaking beneath you, what do you do? You become an empty shell, no feelings no problems. But like all shells, you too must crack. All the feelings, all the pain, an infliction from your past, crashes in fast. You cry, laugh, and want to die. Somedays you won't want to get up, others, you won't want to breath. Because the thing with change in chaos, is nothing changes, it is a vicious cycle, and that's just how it is. Trust me, I know.