Possability

I've been shunned,

bullied,

used,

and lied to by people who I thought were my friends.

People who were supposed to love me like they said,

people who are supposed to stand by my side like they promised,

and people who were supposed to be family to me.

But all they do is hurt me....

I feel unloved,

unwanted,

and invisible

when I shouldn't be after all the times I stood by them.

Stood by them because I cared for them,

and thought they cared for me too.

But they lied...

They only said all those things to get what they want from me,

then leave me broken,

hurt,

and feeling like an idiot!

But the question I have is why?

Why am I treated this way?

Why do they treat me this way?

Why do you befriend me then hurt me towards the end?

Why can't you keep your word and be my friend?

Is there something wrong with me?

Did I do something wrong?

Is it the fact you're too good for me?

Am I embarrassing you in front of your "friends?"

Am I annoying you?

Can you not stand me?

Am I not "cool enough" to be a part of your squad?

Am I in the way of something?

Well?!

Don't just sit there!

Answer me!

What's wrong with me?!

You know what,

Don't answer.

Just...don't answer those questions.

I already know.

Let's face it;

They're not worth it.

I'm worth it.

But at the same time,

Am I really?

I'm the ugly duckling who's a total outcast compared to all the other ducklings,

but is it a possibility that I'll be able to turn into a beautiful swan like the story promises?

I'm the fat, ugly caterpillar that most people want to kill,

but is it a possibility that I'll be able to turn into that beautiful butterfly like fate promises?

I'm the unwanted runt who no one wants,

but is it a possibility that I'll grow bigger than those who said I was too small?

I don't know.

We don't know.

It's only a possibility.