To truly become lazy...

It must be horrible

to be someone

who cares

about anyone.

Don't laugh

at laziness.

I can't try

to work hard.

It's not always easy

to do nothing all the time.

What a waste it is

to bother with anything.

I'm happy

being the way I am.

I can't help

Laziness...

Now, read backwards... I'm having fun with these.

Poisonous lips that are addictively sweet

An infectious disease that consumes me

You are killing me slowly

from the inside out

A necromancer

Keeping me alive

When my heart

Ceases to beat

Civilizations

Once great

Lay in ruins

A history buried

Burned

Destroyed

Knowledge forgotten

Existence erased

Ignorance the only victor

I don't want to raise my kids

In a world where it's ok

To be unhealthy

And that goes both ways.

Not too skinny,

Not too fat.

And I don't understand why

It's ok for chubby girls

To ask me

Why are you so skinny?

Go eat some food.

And then I can't say

Don't you realize that you've

Got some weight to lose?

You can be all about that bass

And hate those skinny bitches

If you please,

But I can't believe that it

Doesn't go both ways.

If you're obese

I ain't going to pretend that

You are at a beautiful weight.

And I'm sorry if you think this

Is just hate,

But they can say all sort of things

Bout average girls

They label "skinny"

And no one bats an eye.

But if it's reversed

You might as well lie

Cause all hell breaks loose.

It's not healthy

To weigh too much or too little

But why don't we acknowledge

Both ends?

Nothing is good in excess.

Candy sweet kisses

Linger on your lips

Floating on cloud 9

With hearts in your eyes

Ignoring the impending storm

Tumbling towards the earth again

Plummeted into darkness

upon impact

Please don't leave me

I'm not sure what I've done

But

I'll be better now

I promise

Please

You are my family

I don't understand

Why would you leave me

Was it for tormenting the cat

I will stop

You must know that

Or maybe it was all toys

That I destroyed

I'll be more gentle

I'll make them last

Just forgive me

And come back

I am sorry for all the times

I accidentally peed

I didn't mean to

I'm just so young

Please take me home

I will be good

Can't you hear me

As I cry

Won't you at least turn around

And say goodbye?

I pray for the right words to seep from my lips

But find myself mute

I try to force paper and pen to create something beautiful

Yet find nothing but ink blots and nonsense

Again and again I fail to find what I am searching for

On the days my mind refuses to speak

I watch you fly with broken wings

Falling like a star granting wishes for me

And even in your current state

you move with such grace

Sheltering me from the world you don't want me to see

Yet your veil is paper thin

and I know what lies beneath

A world of torment lurking trying to drag you right in

But you fight it as hard as those who hit you

A black and blue reminder of everything you are not