Alleviated
Avid reader, author, and performance enthusiast. Multi-instrumental musician who practices a life of indie spirituality.
You don't know that I love you.
You probably never will.
I've hidden it in idle laughs
And gilded satire.
Unrequited love is nothing new;
It's part of humanity's bill
For being alive,
For playing with fire.
Like your hair,
Strands of flickering flames
Pulled back to show eyes
Of ever changing hues.
I'll always care.
I'll always cherish your name.
I'll hide behind not-so-false-lies,
Because that's what's best for you.
I'm a big girl;
"No" no longer terrifies me.
I'll smile on your wedding day
And always lend a hand.
Plus, it's a big world -
I won't always be lonely.
It'll take time and that's okay;
I understand.