Amari15

51 reads

I thought I was doing better, but guess not

i was feeling happy again but then the. Next moment it was gone again. I guess thats life.

I wonder what's the point of even trying at this point, I feel like I'm nev going to be happy

Amari15

34 reads

I hate when people tell me to just be myself, because I've lost myself and don't know who I am anymore

Amari15

25 reads

It gets so hard sometimes to just keep everything bottled up inside, but I don't wanna open up and tell everyone my problems, because then I feel like I'm just bothering them.

Amari15

13 reads

Not good enough

I wish I was good enough to make them stay, but all I do is fuck everything up and when I do they leave me

Amari15

21 reads

I hate that I keep losing people because I wasn't good enough, I always mess things up and I guess that's why no one wants to be friends

Amari15

25 reads

Thoughts

I wonder how many people know what it's like to fall in love and have a long distance relationship and have them ask for photos, because you trust and they said that they wouldn't save and they keep that promise, but they keep asking for more photos and at the end of the relationship you realize that they never loved and only wanted you for your body

Amari15

31 reads

I find it funny how people can go from texting you all the time then just stop because they realized how much of a waste of time you are, I guess thats why no one text me anymore.

Amari15

48 reads

Lost

I'm so lost in my mind right now, I thought I was over my ex but I realized that I still love him, but I can't go back because my friends said not to run back to him because he's toxic. It's difficult because I still love him and I don't know what to do, I'm so lost and need a sense of direction to go

Amari15

37 reads

Broken

I don’t know how to tell you im broken with out feeling needy

I don’t know how to open up without feeling judged

I don’t know how to cry when my tears feel like acid

I just need you to see that im hurting without me telling you because my words are bleeding out of my mouth, waiting for you to stitch me up and make me fine although thats not your job and you’re better off without me