I wish I could give the rush away maybe you would know what god feels..

What can bring a better bliss then that chemical reactive trance.

A fire to enraged to snuff away, this clay mind shaped by the voice of a broken boy.

What is relief? Is there such?

The true nature of the illness is bleeding from within.

Skin crawling madness,a habitual crown Worn to death.

End in fire ,end in the brightened lights of a Phoenix birth.

The lie is dead

We do recover

I lay awake dreaming of you..

I earn for the chance at heartache

You haunt my dreams.

Fear frozen.

Late night turning, bed tossing like the sea.

Aim the finger point of death

Soft n gentle.

Wish for something I would never know.

Confused an announced.

Littered halls graffiti painted walls of lost wishes.

Heart left unexplained...

Gainful youth fades.

Will I ever know love?

I was once there with you fully complete,

Now alone is much to consistent .

A Bliss-less void of color a black heart pit where the spirits play.

Hesitation is in my every thought a brain storm much to violent to shake away.

Direct me to the one in charge dear operator.

Surrender my smiles to the afterlife.

Her memory move like a ghost in my mind.

Chills of emotion flush leaving me froze.

All I hear is nothing all I earn is you .

To be in love with only images.

To be waiting ..

Haunted by the let down.

Sound silent screeching in the night.

May my soul know freedom.

May my soul find its home.

Still I wonder.

Life is teaching me.

I am forever a student.

This time we have is Precious flowing always leading forth.

We will not waste it, we will not be ungrateful.

Today I find freedom in just being alive.

Thank you

Unique and precious relentless undertones .

Bury me in your trauma I bet mine will win?

fire with fire crackle an pop

dance with the night sky .

Careful what you wish for u may just get it .

I remember when a Kid hurt and alone the shadows where there to hold me ..

I remember in my childhood of madness the shadows told me they loved me .

When the shadows left me ,my love they took with ...Darkness, a forgotten cocoon.

Let it all flood.

Trauma much louder then the moment.

If you only had my eyes maybe we can see a better tomorrow.

Spill my inners on your outer an paint a unforgettable outcome.

Run are fight only two modes , tell me what it takes to be a man today?

(Kill alarm clock ,waking up is far over rated.)

I was hated long before it was cool to hate for god sakes lets make up for love lost.

Brain Rot criss cross apple sauce is in full effect..

program me with simple jiggles ..

Rid me of the StaTic

Here with me again lonely loner in the night .

Spell me you’re wishes ,you’re dreams tattoo them on my heart .

Human nature takes its course what a site to see.

Enlighten king born to live a humbled baggers life.

be kind to my reflection for I am you . Guide me to the city of my birthright an help me to see with eyes less foggy .

Pusher of the edge.

May the jotted line be scribbled with grey.

Little Ray of sunshine please turn out the light.

If the night would listen I would talk, if the night would talk it would speak my words .

Bless the tomorrow talk with abundant energy.

May you know god within words may it speak through your Exchanges.

Flow Directive