Kinetoscope
A breeze blows in the stage
The season, soon, is new
Light alters position
The landscape changes hues
Through a tiny opening
In a window, once in shade
A brilliant sunray’s cast
And the reel’s ready to play
The coin drops in the slot
My kinetoscope starts up
The pictureshow’s feature
Cinema of Life and Love
Light flickers through foliage
And the dancing images
I watch the silent movie
Of family, deaths and marriage
I’ve only one to choose from
The viewer plays the same
Until the show’s engagement ends
And the season starts to change
numbers
why do we let numbers
define our quality of life -
despite our conscious value,
determination, and strife?
suddenly a shining mirror
that once showed the vision of your face
now represents a number, a weight,
a failure of beauty and grace
suddenly a place of education
that once encouraged you to grow all-day long
now gives you a small number on a sheet of paper
pointing out all the things you did wrong.
suddenly a currency
that once was a personal, secretive thing
now is broadcasted and bragged about
on our children’s impressionable screens.
and now we feel
ugly
hopeless
morphed into the people we never wanted to be.
it’s time to break this cycle, which is endorsed through society, so we can all be entirely
free.
are you okay
the posts i saw were terrifying
rushing cold blood through warm skin
referencing your lonely intentions
i didn’t know where to begin
you brought up thoughts to hurt yourself
something that i, no one, takes lightly
i stared at my phone in disbelief
the dark room had it shine out brightly
and i began to type some broken words
of broken sentences that made no sense
but the same “i love you’s” rolled around
you are one of my best friends
and i sat there waiting for a response
ten minutes at that screen, i just stared
and you sent smiling faces back
cause you just wanted to see who cared
you just felt bored and curious
you never would think those things
you never knew how much stress it would cause
for everyone, especially me
but now i can’t shake that thought
it’s just not a thing stable people say
but if it’s true, and you did it for attention,
that’s something awful i can’t think away
just talk to me normally, not on instagram
where people can mess with your mind
it feels as if i need a lie detector now
when i ask you if you’re fine
Bonfire Blaze
The night is cold
And I’ve no fire
The frigid air
Cuts like a knife, where
Through my bones
Into my soul
I’m absent warmth
I sit alone
The dark is silent
Echoing
Preying creatures
My heartbeat
I’m without light
I cannot see
Eve’s darkened void
Envelopes me
Across the eerie scape
The flicker of a flame, alas!
I wander through the emptiness
To end my chill by fire, at last
The gathering of sticks and wood
Quill & ink their match; desire
Kindling a warmth to share
Their bonfire blaze; a warm campfire
Words I’d locked away in darkness
Expressionless, their tomb too deep
Have found their voice, a light has dawned
In radiance of their poetry