"Im fine"

is what you say to shut people up when you're not really fine, but you don't want to talk about it.. Usually followed by a slamming door, a thrown beer bottle or anything that a woman can get her hands on.

"I'm fine" means I'm really dying inside.

It means I don't need your shit right now, so just shut the fuck up!

But I'm being polite by saying "I'm fine!"

Really it means "What's the point in talking about it? You don't give a flying fuck how I feel anyway so big deal!" No really,

I'm fine!

D.Boyle

Few steps from me, I see you standing

I wanna hug you, but actuality keeps me stranding

I am the same, you are the same

Priorities have become Devils game.

Knots of togetherness are now jus tame.

As We have burnt to ashes in this love flame.

But Only thing etched on my heart is, your name...

Pretty girl is now a lady of social matter

Chivalrous boy is a man now taking life's batter.

Once a pair blended with perfect imperfections

Has been broken due to imperfect perfections.

Same world but different territory

Two bodies, one soul and same old story

All we are left with is , faded memory

-Born Maverick

And again......

I talk the blade

And again.....

It holds my secret

As I bury the sharp edges

Deep inside me

Slicing my fragile skin

Slash after slash

Till I bleed

No scream could be heard

For the echo

Lies silently

Within the cold steel

Heartache......

Entombed deep inside

My red tears

Flowing freely

On the floor

Drip after drip

Till I breathe no more

-Jessa

I am addiction's child. Pain's child, fear's child, anger's child, hatred's child, and even insanity's child. I have many parents,  and they each guide me closer to being one of them. I could be gluttony, wrath, or even apathy. Lust beckons me towards Greed. Envy says I will never have all that I need.  Sloth lays me to bed,  and Rage wakes me up again.  It feels like this life will never end.  I have no more goodness to mend. I am broken into fine sand grain pieces. I am wasted, all my potential flushed by my stubborn stupid nature.  I do not know how to fix myself, nor anyone else.  I am useless, and horrible. She cannot use me anymore,  I'm too damaged.