Is this what life came to at the end

I’m broken stress I just need a hand

Shot me once I’m bleeding hold me down stop breathing take my pain once again you say it’s okay but let’s no pretend u get to laugh at my face while I have to live in a grave you get to cry you get a laugh you get to watch your kids grow and make everyone know that you are alive you get to see the sunrise but I have to die why is it like this why does one automatically have happiness while I have to fight for it can’t you see there’s no such thing as equal Live in a world where everything we do is illegal we breathe we die we say hi we die we talk we die we move we die we stare we die so I lay in bed and just cry hiding from everything that took me away take my pain just for a day understand but it’s not OK

I simply need somebody to get me, that is all I inquire. I need somebody to be there "simply be there" is that so difficult to inquire. I feel each time I understand that it vanishes immediately and inexplicably. Like it was never expected to occur. We alll here wish for a cheerful closure yet I believe I will never get a consummation. I will always be stuck in this pattern of adoration. Love is so difficult to if it's not too much trouble it resembles it deceives you. It fulfills you one day than makes you miserable the following. Be that as it may, all I "need" is you - Eleay