The history is the same.

I’m in the background.

Waiting to will be over the drink.

Doesn’t matter I wanted to be with you.

We.

We would be together instead of in the pub.

But.

I’m just waiting and thinking.

Do I want to do the same as my past?

I don’t want to be here.

Honestly.

I can imagine a better place.

A better place with my…

I’m old for this fucking life.

I’m old for this fucking love.

I’m old to have feelings.

I’m old to make compromises.

I’m old to fight.

I’m old to feel the light.

I’m too much old to live without my dark.

I see this world…

I feel the word…

I feel myself, I’m not live here.

A thought,

I'm sorry, this is a word I accept from you.

Sorry this is a word of forgiveness.

This word has power.

The force I try is not to do it again.

Power to give peace of mind.

The power of rarity

We are all travelers

between life and death.

I think I never will find the light.

My soul is infinite dark.

There are lot of whispers as demons.

I can’t see them but I hear them.

Sometimes so clearly and doubting,

but lot of time the truth what they prove.

My instinct or my demons doesn’t matter,

They always show me who wasn’t my light-man.

There are lot of cry,

There are less smile,

around me.

How can I be responsible for other’s life?

But, I do.

Everything what I do it’s wrong.

Everyone who knows me is ill.

Everyone is around me.

And they never know how I feel.

How can I save everyone?

How can I live with lot of mistakes?

How can I love?

But, I do.

I love from my all parts of my heart and soul.

Why am I wrong?

Why cry is what belongs to my love?

I’m a disaster, I’m a monster.

But this monster loves too much.

You will.

Forget me.

Fast.

I’m….

Who upset you.

Who can’t listen to you.

Who makes smile and tears you.

I will survive.

I can stay in alive.

I did it in my all life.

I wish you...you know it.

Doesn’t matter how was bad my day.

I know it will be better in the night.

If I look at the Moon my soul is peaceful.

If I look at the stars will slow down my heart.

If I breathe this darkness I can feel myself.