I see you Blue

Just as the sky above

As an infinite expanse

Full of mysteries and beauty

Sometimes peaceful

Like a canvas of pure azure

Sometimes sad

Like a sky full of dark clouds

Brooding on the past

I see your silly and whimsical side

Like a sky full of rainbows

And sometimes

Sometimes

when I experience a little of your love

Simply a taste

of what you must be capable of

I see you as I would a sunset

Or sun rise

Full of deep and rich colors

Colors of passion

Keeping me transfixed

And hopeful

That I could inspire such a love

In someone like you

One day

You have

So much potential

So much talent

So much inside you

Waiting and yearning for expression

I hope dear one

That you imbrace that which is within you

And that

You transfigure that potential

Into a life

Beyond your wildest dreams

Thunder

I hear you

As a mighty roar

As a foreboding bellow

Rolling and seething

You remind me of days of old

You remind me of my little self

A window before me

And my eyes as a child

Trying to take it all in

To understand

Enraptured by the flashes

And the flood

Terror and excitement gripping me

You, thunder

Imparting fear and awe in me

In equal measure

Always warning of the coming storm

Serving as the drums of heaven

Preparing the battlefield for the soldiers of light

And filling me with wonder

Each time shaking me

To my core

I must write

Yes

That will help...

Maybe

I must write

Yes indeed

That must help me

To find rest

To find sleep

To clear my mind

Of thoughts of you

I must write

My feelings birthed unto the page

Coming to life

Bringing me peace

And maybe

Just maybe

A little sleep

It's my flower you see

My distant lover

Whom I have never met

Yet we share

Share so much

I desire her more

And more

Each day she fills me

With desires enumerable

With love immeasurable

With lust insatiable

I want only her

Here and now

My flower do you understand?

How you move my heart?

You sleep now in another's man's bed

I am nothing more then ones and zeros

I whisper my sweet nothings

And you tell me you love

You tell me you lust

But I need more then words

I need you

Here

Now

So now I have wrote

And maybe I'll sleep

And dream

Of you

To My flower

I think of thee often

All throughout each day

I imagine you closed before me

A bud full of promise

Unaccessable but beautiful

And bursting with potential

I want to softly kiss that bud

And cause you to bloom before me

I wish to behold you unfurled

I desire to stroke your petals

And feel it's velvety texture

Your scent must be so sweet

Your colors so vibrant

You would fill me with delight

And wonder at your perfection

Alas barriers make this moment

Far from this day

But whatever our life may hold

I wish you to be my flower

Forever

I want to fly free

And far away

From this house of cards

This empty place

Filled with nothing

But broken things

And foggy memories

Of barely better times

I want to break my chains

And embrace the adventure

And promise of the unknown

So that fantasy

May transfigure into reality

And reanimate my heart again

I lie here

And realize

That I am nothing

And no one

I don't matter

Not really

I could lie here

Until I died

And the world

Wouldn't slow down

Even a little

No one would miss me

For very long anyways

I'm just a thing

That moves

For a little while

But then doesn't

That's my life

In a nutshell

...Fuck that

I may be a thing

And maybe

I don't matter

To the big ol universe

But I matter to myself

To my present and future friends

To my present and future family

I can change my environment

I can change myself

And that's enough

To will myself to move

To explore

To learn

To experience

To love

And that makes me some thing

That wants to live

Wants to fight

I better get up

I've got shit to do

Father is home

Excitedly I wait

Opens the door

Scoops me up

Hugs me close

Kisses my cheek

I'm so small

He's a giant

Feels like flying

Like little superhero

That chime...

It always quickens my heart

Another message from you

My digital girlfriend

I wish you were here

Not in a land far away

We're technically just friends

We know the distance won't work

But your more then that to me

I love everything about you

Your free spirit

Your sense of humor

Your velvety voice

Your killer smile

God, that smile...

I want you

Badly.

To make you laugh

To make you smile

To make you blush

I want to make you feel love

And I want to make you feel lust...

I no longer want you to be just ones and zeros in my pocket.

But to transfigure you into my reality

I yearn to explore every inch of you.

I hunger to learn your every desire

To know your body

Better then I know my own

So that I may give you pleasure

That you would never forget

I'm a wizard.

But...

I'm also a man.

With...limits.

I cannot be in two places at once.

I'm at a crossroads.

My left...the dark fortress...the mad king.

My right...my love.

Whom assassins hunt.

Choose...save the realm...or my love?

My answer?

Even if the world must burn.

I will save her. 

We Meet.

We Like.

First Date.

Admire. Smile. Talk. Laugh.

Hold Back.

Ask. Learn. Touch.

Hold Back.

Admire. Drink. Smile. Drink. Kiss. Drink. Touch.

Go Home Together.

Open Door.

Playfully Wait.

Eyes Meet. Hands Hold...Then Wander.

Together The Jackets Fall.

Together The Tops Fall.

Together The Pants Fall.

Embrace.

So...Warm.

Touch. Caress. Kiss. Kiss. Kiss.

Assume The Positions.

Hold Back...

A Smile.

Then Steel Enters Warm Waters

Gasp. Motion. Grunt. Motion. Sigh. Motion.

Embers Turns To Fires Turn To Infernos.

After Time And Much Repetition.

Explosion. Implosion.

Deep Rhythmic Breathing Slow Together. 

Lie Still. Smile Wide.

Eyes Meet.

Go Again?