Lemon lies

sugar coated

shards

of deception

I wanted

a taste

of tart juice

on my tongue

but you blocked

my way

while I hungered

for

what you had

dangling

beyond my reach.

i will never be like them

i will never give in

i will forever stay strong

i refuse to be controlled

i refuse to give in to hate

i refuse to give up

they can do with this

as they wish

they don’t get to control me

if they don’t like that,

they can leave me alone

everyone is replaceable

if anyone wishes to hate me,

i won’t miss them

i can move on

they don’t believe me

they’ll be surprised

to see how easily

i can say goodbye

I'm the better. She's the worse,

But you've only got eyes for her.

I just want to be special to you,

You're special to me.

I look in your eyes, you look at me,

But I'm lucky you can't tell what I'm thinking.

Saying nothing staring at me, stop doing that,

You're pulling at my heartstrings....Please....

Please, please, love me,

Please, please, be with me.

I can't say anything, you chuckle and smile,

Can't breathe, my heart beats a million miles.

But then a sound distracts you from me. It's her again....

And you're leaving.....

Now I'm all alone,

While you're with her,

Driving her home.

What is it? Am I not enough?

Pretty, skinny, kind enough?

Please, please, love me,

Please, please, be with me.

I want this to end.

Her with you, and me just your best friend.

What's this? The second or third time,

She's broken your heart? It's about time that instead you're mine.

Honestly, I'm being selfish, I know,

But I sick of seing you go.

You say, "I really love you."

I say, "I do too." But you don't mean it the same way I do.

Please, please, love me,

Please, please, be with me.

Please, please, don't hate me.

Please, please, realize and notice my beauty.

Please, please, know that I only care about the best for you.

And the best for you is me. And the best for me is you.

Please, Please, I love you.

Please, please, love me too....