Shes the one I think about,

The one I talk about,

And the one I dream about,

Her name is always on the tip of my

tounge,

I miss our moments,

And I miss our friendship,

But I mainly miss her,

I miss seeing her walk around,

I miss the sound of her laugh,

I miss the sound of her voice,

I miss the look of her smile,

I miss the light in her eyes,

I miss our play fights,

I miss her hello's,

And how she laughed at her own

jokes,

I miss her so much,

I realized something,

Shes been gone for months,

And I love her,

But wont ever tell her.

When I saw her,

I felt free,

I felt relaxed,

As happy as can be,

I saw her and felt normal,

Like nothing had changed,

Like my world hadn't fallen apart,

With her sitting there,

Smiling at me,

I felt I wasnt drowning in misery,

Like weight had been lifted from me,

I saw her and I felt fixed,

Like I could breathe,

Like I could think,

When I saw her I knew,

I knew that my home had two legs

and a heartbeat,

That in the moment she was here,

She herself was here,

Although not in my arms,

When I saw her,

I felt at home,

As one should.

I'll see her again,

Probably not tonight,

or tomorrow,

nor sometime soon,

But I'll see her again,

And when I do,

Ill hold her tight,

And smile into her ,

Just because it feels right,

The hole I carry will be fixed,

And for that moment only,

I'll no longer feel alone,

But I know I'll have to let her go,

Until I see her again,

I know it wont be that night,

or the next day,

Nor sometime soon,

But I'll see her again.