I just don’t know
new place
familliar spaces
in the mind
isn't that where we all live?
turn in kind
you take and others give
fake face
a million races
in due time
isn't that how we all run?
deaf and blind
they pray and point their guns
how do we, how do I, how does anybody?
survive this life
now to sleep, how time goes by, just like everybody
surprising light
we all have to shed this body
we all have to die, someday
old bones
familliar home
in your suit
isn't that what we all give?
lips turn blue
you fade while new ones live
one race
eight billion faces
and your time
not a single medal won
flip your dimes
sit back and have your fun
how should we, how do I, how will anybody?
enjoy this life
don't you sleep, so time flies, dreams can make things muddy
the losing fight
we all learn to love somebody
we all have to try, our own way
new, small, new walls
the world was new
it was mysterious and scary
i shared it with you
we did as much as we dared
eachother to
now the world is small
furniture and tv, im shedding fur
lets try something new
life is too damn short
sometimes it feels too long
sometimes...
a drink a drag another bag
im packing it up
im heading uptown
this world can you lift you up
its dragging me down
and ive let it do its thing
too long
too long
sometimes is feels too long
the way down, damn short
if you blink itll pull you under
can you feel it sinking in its teeth in
the world was new
pioneer
the world is small
ill keep you safe my dear
Brighter than the Day
Pinacle of darkness
A shadow looming over the sleepy town
Stars so bright they blind
Mesmorize
Swirling and turning in the infinite dark
Cold, blue, black
Golden, new
Ancient light
Enter center stage, the dead and caged
Supernova
I thought I heard your cries
You were here before I was born
You'll be here long after we die
A stary night can be brigher than the day
My oh my, my...self?
only i know myself and im not sure i know me..
ive been trying to break free
labels and nametags and advertisements
if i put on a face for the crowd, doesnt it still come from me?
is it me?
are you, really who you think you are?
am i really who you think i am?
is the biggest fool the one that fools themselves?
is the biggest fool the one that that thinks they arent?
Heaven is “out,” where you make it is “in.”
Conceptualize
Sunlight enters the eyes
Reflected pictures turned right-side, upside-down
So it is above, as it is below
The ground on it's head
Your feet to the sky
Stars twinkle and burst
The light crawls slow
The universe implodes
It's all inside us
The choice remains
Are you in Heaven or Hell, or just living a name?
Without learning of sin, heaven lies within
sorry...
apologies are cheap
life is so short but it feels so long
truth is the sunlight glint on a heap of bullshit
i've wasted so much time on wasting time
too many warm cigarettes
cool tequila, rough salt, sharp lime
emotions numbed to death
important passages thumbed through without a thought
i guess i'm still a cheap bastard
i'm trying to change
but i don't have the currency you need
so i guess i'm sorry
apologies are cheap