My house

The shower doesn't work properly and our roof is infested with mice. To make things worse we found out that our bathroom is sprawled with termites. I get to stare at the gaping whole, watching creatures wriggle around while I'm brushing my teeth. I came to realise that my house was just a representation of my life. Only a few pillars remain, but even those are starting to crumble away. I've been given numbers for tradies, I'm too scared to call them. Nobody can see what's happening, I don't want them too. I still want help though, someone to make this journey easier. I'll wait here in my crumbling house until eventually it'll all break down.