heroin(e)
Morphine in me
morphing me, she.
More to be seen but
most left unknown.
A savior, sure
but not so for long
taking you once
made my hate for you strong.
Distracting detractor
the truth never mattered
two souls now in tatters
addiction never fades.
Thoughts still provoking
"you want me so take me"
that drug still sedating
those needles leave holes.
As toxic as something
illegal and chosen,
affectionate token not taken
but stolen.
Still going back
into the past to
relapse and recover
and relapse again.
Rip Her
He wakes slowly. Everything feels right. Easy. He watches her breathe, deep and steady. Her auburn hair, so often worn in a tight bun, now pooling around her. And something snaps. Her hair stirring memories, not quite his own, but still somehow memories. A lovely blonde. Sticky, dark puddles matting her hair to the bricks in the alley. Lips pouting, eyes glassed over. Throat leaking a slow dribble. And stomach missing all essentials. His eyes refocus on the dark haired kitten in a foreign bed. His bare feet tread light and quiet through the dim room with only starlight and a dying fire in the grate to guide him. His fingers close on the straight razor like a long-forgotten friend. And the metallic blade slides through the pale skin at her throat, easy as cutting the flesh of a peach. And the blue veins gush cataracts of contrasting scarlet. And the early morning sun finds her still and breathless. Insides spilled across the room. Face an unrecognizable mask of jagged cuts. Nightdress bloody between the legs. And the early morning sun finds the attic of his mind reawakened. Newborn shadows dancing across the weathered floorboards mixing with echoes screaming through the open halls. And early morning sun finds him a hunter of human flesh. Early morning sun rises on the rebirth of terror.
Hemorrhaging
Clouded, like the sun from underwater.
Only this room is dark.
I hold my hand up to the cool, shining surface and wipe.
The dust lifts into the hazy air.
I see it fall through the muted light, fighting its way through the shadows.
My fingers find the sharp edge, and I slice through to wetness.
Glittering, gliding, ebbing.
Scarlet and silver playing in moonlight.