You have no idea how many times

I killed you in my mind

murdered you just to feel alive

fooling myself, believing I'm the one in control

when I'm not at all

that's the power you have over me

cause even though you're dead to me

you're still hurting me

and you know it

Tell me you love me, honey

I know I will fall for it

or if I don't, I'll pretend

so I'll be fooled again

Fake love is better than feeling lonely

I'm so lonely, honey

keep me company

and pretend you love me

I'll take the fall, I'll take the blame

so you can fall for me again,

even if it's all pretend

you'll be my man

Love is tender, love is blind.

It’s felt in the heart, but it’s created by your mind.

Love is faith, love is trust.

Love hides behind words, behind acts.

Love is passion, love is patience.

You may think you’re broken,

but no heart is too torn apart,

to go back to the start.

You love it when it’s there and you miss it when it’s gone.

You may think you’re incapable of love,

but no heart is too small for love.

Love is sweet, love is kind.

Once Love wraps its arms around you,

it will melt your heart of ice.

I look at her

wishing I looked like that,

she’s everything you could want.

I wish I would wake up tomorrow

in your lovely body

and see the world through your wonderful eyes,

maybe I'd understand what it's like

to be beautiful.

Why do you have to exist?

I'm nothing compared to you,

it's not fair.

Envy has a bitter taste

you wouldn't know,

no one is above you.

If only, if only I were you

then maybe, just maybe I would like myself.

I wish I were her

and I hate me for hating her.

Late night, I’m alone again.

I need a friend,

I’m tired of living my life through movies

I wanna experience life with my own skin.

I’m too scared, way too scared to go outside.

I’ve been hurt before, I know there’s only a few to trust.

I want to take the risk, but something is telling me I shouldn’t.

I don’t even know where to start,

where do you find a friend? How do you know they will stay?

I am always by myself, I used to think I liked it this way,

but maybe I just did not want to admit

that I’ve been alone for so long

I forgot what it feels like

to not be lonely.

Everyone around me seems to find love.

I want to know what love songs talk about.

I will never fall in love again

and there’s no right one for me.

We come alone and alone we die,

with an empty soul and a broken heart.

No one will miss me when I'm gone,

because no one is by my side when I am still alive.

Love is like starlight

Even when a star dies

You can still see it shine

Stars of love look bright

Till they’re ready to die

The broken spend their lives

Staring at the sky

You bought a star in the sky tonight

Because your life is dark and it needs some light

You named it after me, but I’m not yours to keep

You say that love is not that easy

And that’s the lesson that you teach me

You’d like to think you know me

You keep buyin’ stars

And you could buy up all of the stars

But it wouldn’t change who you are

You’re still living life in the dark

It’s just who you are

I know you only want to own me

And that’s the kind of love you show me

Is there more to lose than gain

If I go on my own again?

We come alone and alone we die

And no matter how hard you try

I’ll always belong in the sky